Montessori Elementary Homeschool Blog - with documentation of our infant Montessori, toddler Montessori, and primary Montessori experiences; as well as preparation for the upcoming adolescent Montessori homeschool years.

Sunday, December 15, 2019

My love

28 days since I held you in my arms and told you help was on the way. 90 minutes you suffered pain I can't even imagine.

You are my heart. My soul. My strength. My everything.

As I type this, 28 days 10 minutes ago I ran outside, hoping I was wrong. That you were just at the gym. I saw the box at the mailbox and the car with the trailer in front of it - and I knew. I just knew.

Just two more seconds. That's all the difference it would have been.

I love you. I miss you so much. You ARE love. The truest love.


Funeral Homily: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nV5ZPEsQej8
(this link will be updated in the near future)

Be encouraged homily: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDZgQsCuCsA
13:40 is the key section
Pronouns are not Fr. Meyer's strength. ;)


Go Fund Me - anything above expenses will go into a college scholarship fund for students who achieved a black belt prior to college. Or if anyone wants their donation to go specifically to the college fund, that will happen.




4 comments:

  1. I cannot begin understand what you must be going through or find the words to express my condolences. I thoughts and prayers are with you

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  2. Oh Jessica. I have been thinking of you since I saw the post on Facebook. I send you love and love and love

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  3. I just saw your post on a FB page. I hadn't visited this page in a while, because I haven't been on blogspot. I am so sorry. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I'm just sorry I didn't see this sooner. May you be surrounded by those who love you and can be with you when you need, and I'll be praying for you as you journey through grief. My heart hurts for you.

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  4. Thank you everyone! There are no words at all - but I do appreciate all well-wishes and prayers as they are what sustains me.

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